GRANTed Grace

I must say I'm glad my sister is just as addicted to blogspot as I am! :) Also this will be a random post as I'm making most of it up as I go! Well nothing new here went out to dinner tonight with my man! :) We went to Tijuana Flats! :) mmm then off for some Cold Stone! My favorite! I'm excited about Thanksgiving although it will be a busy stress filled day going back and forth between both of our family's! And FRIDAY were getting our Christmas tree!!! Our first one as a couple I will add pictures don't worry! Now for some important news!

This is Gabe

He is 5 and just got diagnosed with Leukemia

Please keep him and his family in your prayers

And if you facebook add there site GRANTed Grace
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&ref=mf&gid=188249946096

Thank you I know his family would love some encouraging words! :) Last I heard he was doing good! I will be sure to keep you all (if there is any of you) updated! :)

Thank you
God bless


Ashleigh

Your Total Amount.

After hearing that daily at the grocery store, Starbucks, even gas stations. You never really think about those words YOUR TOTAL AMOUNT... What is my total amount,what will I amount to? Lately I have found myself questioning "myself". I date a HERO! But what am I? He serves our country, fights for your freedom & rights. But what am I?

What am I good at? That's been the worst question of all! Maybe I'm to hard on myself but I don't feel I have a unique talent for anything. I don't stand out or am abnormally good at anything. Then there's that word NORMAL!!! That's all I am, but I don't want that to be all I'll ever be.

I don't want to feel normal anymore but the only time I feel special is with him. But I know I shouldn't have to rely on him to make me feel good {and let me tell you he makes me feel like the most wonderful girl alive!} I guess I just wish I could see myself through his eyes.

I don't have to have the nice clothes I so badly wish I could have, I don't have to be a beautiful blond with blue eyes and a perfect smile, I don't have to be that girl that everyone I mean EVERYONE loves... You know That girl? The one that all the girls in High School with were her best friend. Shes smart funny popular beautiful! The girl you wish you were! I don't have to be her. And he still loves ME! Why cant I feel the way he does about myself? Why cant the fact that he loves me be enough?

Lord,

YOU are my confidence. I am so in love with you!

Keep me focused on you even when I'm discouraged

and scared about being inadequate. Give me assurance

of your presence, your help in all you've called

me to do. Even when I feel alone constantly let

me remember your promise WITH YOU ALL THINGS ARE

POSSIBLE.

So with me questioning myself I thought it might be a good night to properly introduce myself, my family, and my life! :) Here are some pictures to help!

Me :)

Paul :)

Rylee James <3

Us :)

{ One day we'll have picture with him and a normal face! }

Me and My Boo!

Rylee and Daddy Running

Best Friend Leah

Katelyn

Trouble!

The old gang!

Little sister!

Abigail

MY BEAUTIFUL NIECE

KIAH LYNN aka my love!

He loves kids :)

Her face cracks me up!

Little sister Lauren

More of the man of my dreams!

THE END!

BUT MORE TO COME

Football football football!!

One of my favorite parts of the week is when Sunday rolls around! I make a nice simple lunch and we curl up on the couch for some football! I love the cuddling that comes with the games! Today he is in a great mood, very cuddly and sweet! I wish everyday was like this. He's very affectionate :) Sundays are my new favortie day! I get to be lazy I don't even get dressed! Although I should go to church it's such a hassle!

I don't have a car :( and he lives 30 minutes away and our church is 5 minutes from his house so it's such a pain for him to drive to get me and to back to church!

Which is why I can't wait to move in together! Things will be so much easier, we'll save alot on gas that's for sure.

I may be wierd but I love napping with him :) I love when he falls asleep before me because I love when he snores! I remember my mom fussing about my dad snoring but I love it! It's comforting. One of the top things I missed when he was gone :)

Well he's snoring which means time to put the computer up and lay with him!

Have a great Sunday

Welcome!

So I'm not sure how all this works but I'm a blog addict! I love reading everyones blogs so I've decided to start my own! My life isn't that interesting but I wanted to journal my journey of becoming a young army wife! My boyfriend and I have been together for an amazing year and a half! He is currently in the army reserves due to the fact that florida has no army bases but he plans on going active after we get married! So this blog will be about transforming my life! My parents plan to move at the end of this school year so I will be jornaling about starting my own life as an adult!


Hope you enjoy ;)